*sigh*

I feel "uninspired" these couple of days.... I'm that type of person who usually tries to find any form of inspiration from anything at all around me, because I live and thrive by it... I've come to believe that God speaks to us not from his words in the bible (they are so out of date, and the English too pompous for my simple English), but from the things that happen around me and also definitely from the people I come in contact with everyday.

But I'm just not feeling much these couple of days...

Maybe what my colleague was trying to tell me is true... I need some form of psychotherapy.

I feel uninspired to study, uninspired by my novels (which had never failed to inspire me no matter how irrelevant the stories are to my current life situation), uninspired to pray, uninspired to keep in touch with my friends, uninspired by everything that used to make me so passionate...

I find myself floating, disorientated, my sight for the future seems a bit out of focus, it's still there, just not as bright and vibrant as before.

*sigh*

Have to stop here... going to mass... *sigh*.... whatever for.