Hormones vs. Willpower

The damn hormones definitely won.

I can't control feeling cranky, and touchy and moody.

This thumps my previous theory of "forced disposition". That means that even though I'm not really stressed out (like when I was studying, or having a dateline) I still get the full wrath of the monthly affliction of being a woman.

I mean we can pretend to be under control despite feeling highly irritable, but truly we are just a clicking timebomb. Any careless handling would mean a disaster.

But one thing I learnt from my overstimulated sensoria today is that we take a lot of crap from people around us every day.

People take us for granted on a daily basis and they get away with it.

Worse, they make us think that we deserve it somehow.