Emotion check

I've decided that from this moment onwards, my blog would be for my eyes only. I always thought that I was open enough to share my life with anyone at all who would read my blog, perfect strangers, and more daring, with people I know like my family and friends. But I'm ashamed sometimes to show my weaknesses and my struggles. I feel like a failure when I cannot control my emotion, when I feel so affected by something. I guess I know I am human to have all sorts of insecurities, it is just that I am not ready to share so much.